Meditation: Assault (x2)

Transcending adolescent anger

TYPE: Schematism

PURPOSE: This Audio-visual Meditation Loop gives experiential access to a marathon of assault enaction by Charlie X.

CONTEXT: Charlie is the enflamed human ego. Concretely, he is a testosterone-drenched boy with high-functioning psychokinesis. He has total power over matter. He is an omnipotent physio-magus. But he is also maximally needy, insecure, and volatile. He craves approval and admiration at all times. If he has it, he is pleasant. If not, he is violent. Charlie is the id.

METHOD: Anger is the negation of reality by entitled will. Become at cause over anger by schematizing it—that is, by mocking it up (Scientology) or recreating it (Landmark). Be Charlie through the series.

This Audio-visual Meditation has two parts:

  1. Charlie’s attacks in context.
  2. Charlie’s pure attacks.

Charlie’s attacks in context

Identify with Charlie and schematize his anger inside these situated enactments. Anger as cause is here satisfied by the presentation, to itself, of its own effects. That is, the self knows itself to exist in just this way: as power over physical effect.

Charlie’s pure attacks

Identify with Charlie and schematize his anger as pure impulse. Here, only the moment of intention is shown. Hone your focus to the intentionality of anger. What is its intended object?